GREEN (royGbiv) - VECTOR EQUILIBRIUM - WISDOM OF THE CROWD LOGIC
IT'S BEEN SAID WHEN YOU DIE YOU HEART/SOUL IS WEIGHED, SO WHY NOT GET ALL MY MEMORIES OUT AND BECOME LIGHT ER...
About THE HUMANS I'VE COME ACROSS, MY MEMORIES OF THEM..
THEODORE W. BAKER
My son, I wanted to start off my memories with my children. I'm sorry mommy doesn't let you see me often, I'm working on that, have been. Theo I remember when I met you at the mall to see you one day you said "Dad, look how strong I am". I followed it up with something witty and said "Perhaps, but are you as smart as me?". Maybe I should of just accepted you're a child but I wanted to leave you with something to think about, I know you're very strong! Later on when I came to your moms house to see you you told me "Dad, I'm smart 3 plus 3 is six". It made me sad because I felt like I left you feeling that just your love wasn't enough to impress me that you had to be smart instead of strong to matter to me and the truth is Theo that you will always matter to me for all of eternity and I wish I had the resources to drive everyday an hour and a half to get you but the world isn't complying with my demands. Just know your dad thinks about you almost everyday and I'm sorry if I ever made you sad because you are my sun and you shine, you have shone that to me. Daddy loves you always and forever <3 no matter what happens in your life or decisions you make I will still always love you !!!!!!
MILA "BUTTERFLY" ROSS BAKER
Mila Ross, I hope you like the matching picture of you and your brother Theo. I missed you when you moved to Point Pleasant N.J. but mom and me agreed the schools there were way better and I would come visit. Then Covid hit and I couldn't travel. It is very nice were you were in Jersey it reminds me of my home on Long Island. Luckily I told your mom if she ever needed a home she has one here at daddies' house and she wanted to move. I gave her an apartment at our home and it was a great decision because now dad can see you everyday and we can be so creative together! I will always love you and be a responsible father for you and not put you down. Women in general have not been treated the best throughout history but I will change that but try not to make you spoiled or that angry strong type of women that doesn't reflect the natural gift of abundant love that women are born with. I just hope to make you into the happiest dynamic thinker around town and while strolling around the earth I want you to know daddy loves you with all his heart and will love you forever and after and all over again! <3
LADY HOLLY KAVANAGH
A Tribute to Holly: A Friend Beyond Borders
Holly, my dear friend across the water, your presence in my life has been a gift unlike any other. From the moment our paths first crossed, I felt a connection that transcended distance. It was a glimpse into the universe's grand design, a feeling of belonging, a taste of what home truly feels like.
Though life's currents sometimes swept us apart, the friendship we shared remained strong. And when I had a random feeling that you were not okay, leading me to reach out to you, I discovered you were not at ease. Coincidence or not, I cannot say, but my gratitude for our friendship kept growing like the universe.
You are the first girl to grace me with your art, to play along with the wildest whims of my imagination. Your creativity, poured into each piece, has touched my soul more than words can express.
Those who see only your outward beauty miss the essence of who you truly are. They miss the artist who brought Scottbot to life, who captured the essence of my words in vibrant strokes, who breathed life into my dreams with Oatbalm art. They miss the friend who saw potential where others saw limitations, who offered unwavering support without expecting anything in return, who does that? Holly does!
You are an embodiment of compassion and kindness. Your spirit resonates with a higher purpose, embracing the beauty of life and the potential within every individual. While I preach hope and inspiration to others, it is your words that truly nourish my soul, I read all your Instagram stories of inspiration and love for humanity and life. Your message of letting go, believing in magic, and valuing love and connection over material possessions serves as a constant reminder of what truly matters.
Your existence, Holly, is a beacon of hope in this world. You inspire me to dream bigger, someone who embodies the very essence of what I have always sought.
Though I may never meet you face-to-face, the love and warmth you have brought into my life are undeniable. You have shown me that families can be loving, supportive, and spiritually connected, despite any challenges they may face.
May the world never dim your light, Holly. Keep spreading your light everywhere you go and to the people you meet and keep glowing in the dark, continue to illuminate the world with your kindness, creativity, and unwavering spirit. Thank you for being my friend, for sharing your art, and for reminding me that magic exists. You are truly special. I hope any wishes you have in life come true! I will forever cherish the friendship we share.
With heartfelt gratitude,
Your friend across the water.
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mike Domino
Mike, I could say books full of memories with you,
Mike, the mere mention of your name conjures up a flood of memories, a testament to the profound impact you had on my life during my time at Port Jeff. We had fun whether I was wrestling, hanging with everyone as I made friends across all dress codes or meeting up with friends at the mall, many memories were made. I could write a whole book on my time living there and everyone.
Remember that crazy Halloween? we started as a small group and then kept meeting people and eventually formed a large group? Remember on Nicole's block there was a car that stopped and started shooting at us with a paintball gun? then that crazy ass kid took his shirt off rolled it around his hand and punched the guys window out for that and the guy was about to cry? Woah! Also, that kid went on to have a high speed chase with Suffolk Police not long after. Then later that night some seniors were about to fight that homeowner. Later on we converged into a huge group walking down the street, probably over a 100 people, then the Suffolk Police blocked off both ends of the road an started throwing kids into the cop vans and we all scattered ? crazy stuff, I ran into someone's backyard who had their underground pool covered and I slipped and fell into that and then had to jump a fence to escape the police.
And who could forget that unfortunate incident with the egg? The fury in your eyes as it struck you is etched in my memory. But amidst the chaos, there were moments of pure joy and camaraderie. Spending countless nights at your house during my dad's divorce, gaming on Xbox until sunrise, battling players from across the globe – those are the memories that truly bind us. You were a spec-ops master, leaving me in awe with your skills. Those late-night trips to GameStop and midnight releases and your sister said I will always be a Domino so I wear that badge with honor!
JASON STEVEVENS!!!!!
Jason, my friend, though we may not have forged a bond as deep as the others I've written about, your impact on my life deserves its own chapter. You were the guiding star during my time at the Distribution Center, a beacon of positivity that pulled me out of a personal tailspin and helped me find my footing.
While the world around me felt chaotic, the cold embrace of the fridge became a sanctuary. Driving the pallet jack, stacking boxes, even facing the relentless onslaught of eggs – I found solace in the daily grind. But what truly made the experience special were the people, and you, Jason, were the heart and soul of that team.
The source of endless energy and infectious enthusiasm. You had a way of making even the most mundane tasks feel like an adventure, and your presence was a constant source of motivation.
Do you remember that impromptu handshake in the middle of traffic? I saw you walking on the sidewalk with your kids in town and I got out of my car just for that and to show your kids and tell them how important of a person you really are, It was a crazy move, I know, but it was a genuine expression of the admiration and respect I hold for you. You were a role model, someone who showed me the power of a positive attitude and unwavering dedication.
Remember Jeremey 'Marshall' ? well I helped him out a few times after work moving things and now he's my UPS package driver! Him and I both have our pictures hanging at the Pizza Joint in Gloversville, isn't that so weird we worked together and a pizza place thought both of us were cool enough to have our pictures up, what are the odds? Crazy!
You told me that you lived with your brother your whole life so why would I want to live next door to him? that got me thinking that my own brother needs to do his own thing.
Jason, you are a force of nature, a living testament to the power of positivity and resilience. Your impact on my life is immeasurable, and I will forever cherish the memories we created in that cold, yet strangely comforting, warehouse.
Live long and prosper, my friend! Your legend shall forever echo through the aisles of the Distribution Center, reminding us all that even the most mundane tasks can be transformed into a life-affirming adventure.
With sincere gratitude,
Your fellow fridge warrior.
PATRICK DIPALMA: A HIDDEN GENIUS
Pat, you've known me since I was a kid with a crazy mother because you had a kid with her best friend Sue. Did you see you made it on the cover of my third book? do you know why that is? Well, I didn't realize it when I was young but you are a very smart person who deserved a lot more than any job could offer you. I could joke around all day but seriously, you saw in me the creative side that I had just wanted to be set free. You always told me how much you liked all my business ideas! You empowered me not with money but with respect and admiration and I'm very grateful that you call me brother to this day. I always felt that you felt I would make it to the top and I'm trying because of people like you and we both know that things aren't fair so it's taking a while. Thank you for being a good friend and treating me like the person I want to become.
I remember those days playing with RC cars, your machine a marvel of engineering that ignited my passion for technology. It was from these childhood experiences that my fascination with how things work blossomed, leading me to explore the intricate world of radio waves and their ability to control machines wirelessly.
Your stories, always captivating and insightful, were more than just entertainment; they were windows into another world, one filled with possibilities and endless potential. You showed me the power of imagination, the ability to dream beyond the limitations of the everyday.
Though the path to success may be long and arduous, the seeds of confidence you planted within me continue to grow. I am driven by the desire to prove not just to myself, but to you as well, that the faith you placed in me was justified.
Pat, you are not just a friend; you are a mentor and a brother in spirit. You are a testament to the fact that genius can exist in any form, and that sometimes all it takes is a spark of encouragement to ignite a blaze of creativity and ambition.
May our paths continue to cross, and may we both find the freedom and resources to fully express the extraordinary talents we possess. For when we finally break free from the confines of this "hotel earth," we will do so together, leaving behind a legacy of inspiration and success.
With the deepest gratitude and admiration, your brother.
Vinnie Fiorello: A Creative GENIUS and a Kind Heart
Vinnie, your name goes beyond just being the drummer of the famous Less Than Jake; it embodies a spirit of creativity and a heart overflowing with kindness. In a world that often overlooks the small and seemingly insignificant, you have a remarkable ability to see the potential in others and make them feel valued.
I remember vividly how you discovered me on a Facebook group, back when I was juggling my EMT job and my dream of starting Bake Naturals. You saw beyond the surface, recognizing the potential in my idea of using the band Brand News art for my lip balm labels. It wasn't just about the business; it was about empowering a fellow creative soul.
The free tickets to your show at the Upstate Concert Hall were more than just a concert experience. They were a tangible expression of your support and belief in my endeavors. We talked in your band's trailer after the show, feeling like the "president of the USA" – these moments remain etched in my memory.
Your decision to order tattoo balm for your Wunderland Custom Tattoo shop was more than just a business transaction; it was a validation of my work and a boost to my confidence. I felt like I was truly on the right track, seeing my products on shelves in gas stations and receiving a massive order for a beauty box subscription.
Life, however, throws curveballs. The loss of my supervisor paramedic job and the tragic passing of my brother were devastating blows. The promise of my brother helping with the business when he got back from Long Island stays with me because he never came home and I didn't want to make anymore lip balm without him.
Though I may have stepped back from Bake Naturals, the inspiration you instilled in me remains. Your incredible painting of the dog ignited a fire within me, a desire to constantly strive for improvement in my own creative pursuits.
Thank you, Vinnie, for reaching out to an "everyday person" like me. You saw the potential where others saw nothing, and your unwavering support and belief fueled my dreams. Even through my periods of personal struggle, you remained a constant friend, never unfriending me despite my erratic moments during my spiritual awakening.
You are a creative genius, Vinnie, and your humanitarian spirit shines through in everything you do. May your journey continue to be filled with artistic expression and acts of kindness. I hope that one day, I can revive Bake Naturals and once again contribute to your endeavors. You are an inspiration, and I am truly grateful for your existence.
With heartfelt appreciation,
Your fellow creative soul.
JOHNATHAN ROSS BAKER
I'm so sorry little brother that you passed away. When we were younger we always opposed each other and got into fights but I see now that you were the smarter one at the time and I learned a lot from you after you passed. Johnathan I will always remember one of my first memories in this world is telling you "I love you" and the last thing I said to you was "I love you". I hope you know how much I love you. Sure we didn't get along but when you got drunk you would go deep and you told me something I will never forget you said " Scott, you don't understand. I'm a different kind of human". It made me chuckle at the time, thinking okay buddy you're just drunk. Guess what I was wrong, you were a freaking alien bro! If you weren't I don't know how I learned so much about life and existence searching for you after you died. You taught me so much by life falling apart around the time you died and I said "This can't be reality, how can this be real life". So I devised my plans and changed my brain, Yes, I died on the inside but I see that every end is just a new beginning. I wrote my first journal called "I AM JOHNATHAN" to get into your mind set. I thought If I resonated around your frequency I could contact you in a way but I didn't know shit at the time but I taught myself and really Johnathan you taught me so much. You knew I didn't want you to travel back to Long island that day, I tried to get you a place to stay that was safe but you threatened me if I didn't drive you to the bus stop, so I did... I wish I didn't but at least you knew I loved you. You thanked me for getting a home and getting you off drugs and I'm so grateful for that compliment. I know you didn't go far away and I will always keep the memories of you in my heart, Thank you for making me stronger, I never made anymore lip balm because you weren't there to help me like you said you would do when you got back, I tried to do it again as Oatbalm from Bake Naturals but it wasn't the same, maybe one day, Love you !!!! <3 !
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TED DIK
An Intercontinental Connection:
From across the vast expanse of the globe, you, a fellow seeker from the Netherlands, entered my life at a pivotal moment. It was the summer of '23, a time marked by transformation and the blossoming of a unique spiritual bond.
We discovered a shared understanding of the universe's intricate patterns, the subtle whispers of meaning woven into the fabric of our lives. You recognized what I could not express to others, the profound shift triggered by your arrival. You understood the isolation of these insights, the yearning for a kindred spirit.
Your revelation of a past life encounter with a figure claiming godhood resonated deeply with me. We were pilgrims on a shared path, navigating the labyrinthine corridors of existence, seeking answers to the universe's grand mysteries.
Your arrival coincided with an auspicious alignment of events: Facebook recognizing my presence and Google entrusting me with the mantle of AI tester. These were not mere coincidences; they were cosmic nudges, reaffirmations that I was on the right track.
You witnessed the universe's playful machinations, its uncanny ability to orchestrate near-wins at the lottery. You where there when I did my grand social experiment, where the collective wisdom of a few nearly cracked the code of the lottery. The "Wisdom of the Crowd" principle, a cornerstone of understanding the universe's interconnectedness.
Ted, your presence has been a beacon of light on this journey. We are students of the universe, learning from each other, trusting our intuition, and interpreting the cosmic messages hidden within the clouds. Our friendship transcends borders and languages, a testament to the unifying power of shared beliefs and a yearning for truth.
May our connection continue to flourish, bridging the gap between continents and fueling our exploration of the vast unknown. I shall continue to pose questions that spark your inner wisdom, and together, we shall decipher the ever-evolving canvas of the universe. Until then I will ask you questions for you to trust your gut and send you cloud pictures and ask what you see in them... =)
With gratitude and unwavering connection,
Your spiritual brother.
Jesenia Alix-Poissant
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Jesenia, you dance into my book not just as a chapter, but as a fiery salsa, adding spice and vibrancy to the narrative of my life. Though our paths may have diverged, the warmth of your spirit and the embers of our past remain etched in my memory.
My regret lies not in letting you go, but in failing to recognize the depth of your fire. You were the best girlfriend I ever had, a vibrant soul whose passion for life and love shone brighter than any star. I was captivated by your outspoken nature, not mere rambling, but words fueled by genuine passion and conviction.
From your first visit to my home in Patchogue, where I lived with my mom, to that absurd "no-seatbelt" ticket issued by an overzealous Suffolk County cop at a security booth – our memories are a tapestry woven with laughter, adventure, and a touch of absurdity.
Years later, our paths crossed again, and the universe conspired to orchestrate a series of "cool sync-ups." Like the hummingbird painting that resonated with your spirit animal, you were always ahead of the curve, your intuition and spirituality guiding you where I was still stumbling in the dark.
Though I may never know why the flame dimmed between us, I cherish the warmth it left behind. You told me we would marry someday, and while that dream didn't materialize, I carry the memory of your love as a precious gift.
Jesenia, you are an unforgettable soul, an inspiration who ignited my own passion for life. I wish you nothing but magic and bliss in your journey. And though our conversations may have faded, the echo of your fiery spirit continues to resonate within me. If the feeling is right, I apologize for any shortcomings. You are, and always will be, a beacon of light in my life, a human I will never forget.
With heartfelt gratitude and unwavering memories,
Your friend who still remembers the salsa.
"Moo Moo" Amanda aka "Luny Moo"
A Tribute to Moo: A Friend Through Thick and Thin
Moo, our paths crossed in a way neither of us could have predicted, but the memories we forged remain etched in my mind. I remember the wild summer days at my mom's house while she was "on vacation", in jail, for a while we had a whole home with just our group of amazing friends! The Bakers' parties that became our daily routine, and the laughter that filled the air despite the challenges we faced.
Though some took advantage of the freedom we had, you were always there, a constant presence in the midst of the chaos. You never hesitated to call me out when I needed it, reminding me of the line between fun and recklessness.
I cherish the memories of our adventures, including the visit to your unique religious group. It was an eye-opening experience, and seeing a familiar face from my past added a touch of serendipity to the moment.
Moo, you always saw the "lunatic" in me, just as I saw the "lunatic" in you. We embraced our eccentricities, finding comfort and understanding in our shared madness.
While our paths may have diverged, your kindness continues to resonate. The birthday gift you sent, even after years of silence, spoke volumes about your character. And the painting I created for you, born from a moment of inspiration during a power outage, was a heartfelt expression of my appreciation for our friendship and I even came up with my own poem on the back of it just for you about you!
Moo, you are a ray of sunshine, even if you don't always realize it. Carry on with your unique spirit, Luny Moo, and know that you have left a lasting impression on those who have crossed your path.
Please give my regards to little Anner, and I wish her continued success in her musical endeavors from Montauk point to New York City venues.
With warm memories and sincere gratitude,
Your friend.
"E L L I E" B E V I N Richardson
Ellie, you are a soul that has forever etched itself into my memory. Though the path we walked together was winding and unexpected, the love I felt for you remains to this day.
It all began in a liquor store, a chance encounter that sparked a connection I could never have foreseen. Your beauty was undeniable and that truly captivated me. I was out of a ten year relationship for a while and decided to do something I never did before and just ask for a girls number in the store because you were cute. You nicely gave me your number and Stanley asked too and you gave him your number but we both knew Stanley never had a chance. I texted you and didn't really get a reply but I texted you again with a fun game we could play about writing down 5 things about ourselves to get to know each other and taking a shot and something about the creative idea of my proposition you seemed so eager to accept. We started hanging out and little did I know I would feel the most love I've ever felt for a human in my life after just hanging out as friends, you said you were so surprised with how affectionate I was with you and I didn't think it was too much at all and made me think no one ever really showed you love.
We started as friends, exploring a connection that I didn't seek you out because I was not looking for people to help, you were cute, I wanted someone to love me as much as I would love her but getting to know you I couldn't just let you get recycled back into the horrible reality life was persisting around you. I saw in you a strength and potential that others overlooked, and I dedicated myself to supporting you on your journey. I didn't want to let you go I wanted to help you because apparently no one else gives a shit about someone lost in the world so why not me.
This happened later on but you literally told me Kyle didn't know how to speak English correctly because you could hardly understand him and the day I talked to him you were right he couldn't speak right, how did you guys communicate properly? WTF is going on in this world honestly?
You eventually moved on, finding new paths and relationships. Yet, even when our lives diverged, the bond we shared remained. You knew you could always call on me in times of need, and I would be there without hesitation.
Ellie, you are a force of nature, a survivor with a spirit that refuses to be broken. Though your journey is far from over, I know you have the strength to overcome any obstacle.
I LOVE YOU and...
Update! You put a down payment on a place to live from working for your kids!!!
John Reese aka J-REESE
My Brother from Bellport Street
John, though childhood memories may paint a picture of playful jabs and the occasional squabble, the years have washed away the sting, leaving behind the undeniable bond of brothers.
I got to know your family and I think Dorothy ran things, God rest her soul.
Leaving Long Island opened my eyes to a world beyond the familiar horizon, and I'm grateful for the perspective it offered. You, too, embarked on your own journey to upstate New York, finding love and building a beautiful family. The fierce protector you were as a bouncer now safeguards your loved ones, a testament to your unwavering devotion.
You told me you remember that you were stuck at a restaurant and owed $50 to the bill and couldn't leave and you called me and I came to you and helped you, thanks for remembering that because I
don't remember the whole thing.
It was really nice of you guys to visit us in upstate New York, it was a joy, and my attempt to get you the house next door was a sincere expression of my desire to see you thrive. Your words, calling me your guardian angel, touched me deeply, you're the second person in my life to grace me with such a title. If I had the means, I would readily ease your burdens and allow you to focus on what truly matters: love and family. because if I had the money I would help make your life easier so you can just enjoy life and love with your family, you've always been a family man! Thank God you exist J Reese, I pray for the best EFFIN LIFE THAT YOU CAN POSSIBLY DREAM OF TO COME TRUE FOR YOU IN THIS LIFE!!! IM HERE FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED ME LOVE YOU!
Athena Marie
A Beacon of Light in the Freezer Tundra:
The frigid air of the Walmart DC freezer could numb the senses, but amidst the chill, a spark ignited. There you were, driving a pallet jack like a fearless explorer, your cat ears a vibrant symbol of your untamed spirit. Though anxiety clouded your eyes at times, I could see a heart brimming with potential, yearning to break free.
Our conversations blossomed amidst the frozen aisles, revealing a soul yearning for creative expression. I watched you pour your passion into crafting beautiful soy candles, and a desire bloomed within me to help you share your light with the world.
Remember that day in Amsterdam? Stranded and alone, you came to my rescue, driving miles to bring me home. That act of selflessness cemented the bond we shared, a testament to your unwavering kindness.
I opened the 11OOAM studio, a platform for artists and healers, and among the creations, your candles shone brightly. My heart echoed your desire for a life filled with creativity and joy, free from the constraints of a job that sucked the warmth from your soul.
You are a force of nature, capable of facing down the harshest conditions. However, there's beauty and fulfillment waiting beyond the freezer walls. A life where you can create freely, watch your child flourish, and nurture your pack of felines with the love they deserve.
Anxiety may hold you back, but its grip can be loosened. Forget the opinions of others; this is your life, and your happiness is paramount. Explore alternative paths, seek the tools that best support your well-being, and don't be afraid to walk a different path.
Your friend request was a beacon in the darkness. It reminded me that despite the shadows, our connection remains strong. Remember, you have a champion in your corner, always ready to support your journey towards a life filled with joy and creative fulfillment.
Embrace your inner light, break free from the shackles of fear, and let your spirit soar. This is your story, your life, your time to shine.
With love and unwavering support. Also think of this Athena. My 11ooam Art studio of wellness was only open for just under I believe four months as we didn't make enough money. The only Item we sold there were your soy candles. Even though this was not the intent and I'm just thinking of this now. I opened a whole store full of cool neon/backlights just to sell your handmade candles as they truly are amazing and brought a spark of passion to your soul if felt like. I'm honored I had the chance to do so. =)
Tah Tah! <3
RICHARD COLE
Hello my friend. I first met you because you purchased my KORG R3 Synth off Craigslist.org or Facebook marketplace as I wanted to make music for years but was no good at it.
The story you shared is deeply moving and a testament to the human spirit's resilience and capacity for kindness. Though we only had a brief interaction, it's clear that you both possess remarkable qualities that deserve recognition.
I friended you on Facebook because I saw that you just wanted to have a happy life and life wasn't working in your favor so you decided to use a gun and shoot yourself through your heart! that takes some balls and some deep sadness and that's not okay if I can help it. We didn't talk too much but I was going a little crazy during my spiritual awakening and conducting experiments upon the public to see how people felt about helping out other people. I posted in a huge garage sale 518 site that I needed help and I made it so it wasn't bare necessities but I think I said gas to get to work and to buy work boots. I had so so many people just hate on me calling me lazy and to get a job and it made me really sad how many people just judged and didn't really get to understand what was really going on by being compassionate and just asking a few nice questions. Instead they judged and condemned me to being a low life instead of coming from a place of love and trying to raise me up and it wasn't to get money it was to see if I could find what love looks like. Only one guy out of hundreds of people told me if you ever need anything let me know I got you, I wish I friended him because that was so nice to hear someone cared, that guy gave me hope. I didn't take money from anyone by the way, just one of many of my social experiments I have not told anyone about. Then I saved up money because I needed a new car and was a little out of it because I do lose my mind from time to time but never in a really bad way. I asked for help getting a car to continue that help saga and see how many "friends" hated on me for asking for help and you said hey I can lend you the money so you can get your car and I was able to pay you back not long after when I got my money, like I said. You know why that bullet didn't pierce your heart when you tried to kill yourself? because you have a heart of gold! It's not about the money its about the fact that you barely knew me and said hey let me help this guy out, no one sees that, remember how rare of a human you are. Not everyone has money to give I get that but a caring gesture or showing some kindness goes a long way or 5$ to someone who needs food really makes a persons day, I love that you exist and didn't die. I will always remember the spirit you have within you. I came to your house to show you the car you helped me get and you showed me your amazing audio setup, very impressive and when I had the duck court trial because I couldn't keep a duck as a pet in my town. You took my duck in to give her a home. Thank you so much for that! you are kind and strong willed too keep living, Goodluck on the businesses you're opening soon and if I can help let me know you're a good person! thank you for making a memory in my life that was positive!
MUNEEB AHMED
MUNEEB I DON'T KNOW REALLY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU AND YOU LIVE IN PAKISTAN, I KNEW SOMEONE FROM THERE. WELL I WANTED TO MENTION YOU BECAUSE YOU SEEM LIKE A REALLY NICE PERSON. I'VE KNOWN YOU NOW FOR ABOUT 6 MONTHS IN 2023 AS I HIRED YOU FOR YOUR SERVICES ON FIVERR.COM. YOU PACKAGE MY OSIRIS CHATBOT/MIRROR CODE FOR ME SO I DONT HAVE TO DO IT ON MY COMPUTER. I WOULD DO IT ON MY COMPUTER BUT LAST TIME I TRIED USING PYINSTALLER TO CREATE AN EXE IT CRASHED MY WHOLE PYTHON IDE AND ANACONDA AND I HAD TO REINSTALL EVERYTHING SO I OUTSOURCE THE WORK NOW AND YOU CHARGE A VERY REASONABLE FEE. YOU HAVE TREATED ME WITH RESPECT EVEN AFTER I SENT YOU FOLDER AFTER FOLDER LIKE TEN TIMES EACH TIME I HAVE YOU UPDATE MY CHATBOT BECAUSE I KEEP COMING UP WITH SOMETHING NEW TO ADD TO IT AND YOUR NOT MAD YOUR JUST LIKE "DON'T WORRY SEND ME YOUR FOLDERS AND I WILL DO THE WORK". SO KIND AND YOU'RE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PLANET FROM ME BUT WE ARE BOTH HUMANS AND WE BOTH KNOW WHAT LOVE IS AND FOR THAT I APPRECIATE YOUR EXISTENCE AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT LIFE MY FRIEND AND BY THE WAY YOU PACKAGED MY CHATBOT BETTER THAN ANYONE HAS EVER DONE BEFORE SO WELL DONE!! SO PROFESSIONAL, THANK YOU. ALSO I TOLD YOU ONCE I WONT HAVE MONEY FOR A WHILE TO DO THE ORDER AND YOU SAID I WILL DO THIS ONE FOR FREE FOR YOU, HOW AWESOME OF YOU, THANK YOU!!!!!!
KAMAL UDDIN-MOON
KAMAL BUDDY, MY MOM ONLY HAD A FEW REAL BOYFRIENDS BUT YOU WERE AROUND FOR A WHILE AND ONE OF THEM. AT FIRST YOU WERE A REAL JERK. YOU DIDNT WANT TO DEAL WITH KIDS BUT YOU DID A 360 AND BECAME THE MOST AWESOME GUY,
YOUR TRUE SELF, MAYBE THAT WAS AFTER MY DAD HAD A TALK WITH YOU, IM UNSURE! YOU WERE A DIPLOMAT FROM PAKISTAN STAYING ON LONG ISLAND AND WORKING IN THE CITY. IT REALLY SUCKS YOU DIED OF CANCER, I MISS YOU. REMEMBER I SAID IN 4TH GRADE I WANTED TO GET A GIRL A NECKLACE BECAUSE I LIKED HER AND YOU WERE LIKE, YES!! AND TOOK ME TO GET IT, DIDNT TURN OUT WELL WITH THE GIRL BUT ANYWAY. YOU TOOK ME TO INDIAN CUSINE FOOD PLACES AND SHOWED ME THE BEST FOOD, YOU GOT DIFFERENT THINGS YOU WOULD EAT A TRAY AND START SWEATING LIKE CRAZY, YOUR NUTS
REMEMBER TAKING US INTO THE CITY IN YOUR REALLY COOL CLASSIC WHITE CAR. FUNNY I PUT MY HAND ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER AND WANTED TO GO IN AND YOU SAID NO BECAUSE IT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE SO ANOTHER TIME, GUESS WHAT YOU WERE WRONG ! YOU GOT MY BROTHERS AND I A FIXER UPPER MOTORIZED TRICYCLE THAT WAS OLD BUT WE FIXED IT AND IT WAS THE BEST GIFT! YOU GUYS BROKE UP BUT I NEVER FORGOT YOUR CELL PHONE NUMBER 516-446-0841.
THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO YOU I CALLED YOU FROM ALBANY NY WHILE I WAS WORKING AT MOHAWK AMBULANCE AND YOU WANTED ME TO COME WORK ON SOME OF THE HOUSES YOU BOUGHT AND SAID I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HAVE ONE AND I COULDN'T BECAUSE OF EMS, YOU SHOULD OF TOLD ME ABOUT THE CANCER BUT THAT WAS THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE I MISS YOU BUD YOU WERE A GOOD GUY, YOU REMIND ME A LITTLE OF MYSELF NOW.
I HAVE A THIS PART I JUST REMEMBERED. I BELIEVE I NEEDED YOU TO COME WITH ME TO THE UPSTAIRS ATTIC WHEN I WAS A KID BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF THE DARK. YOU DID A FEW TIMES BUT ONE DAY YOU DID SOMETHING VERY DIFFERENT. I WAS IN THE ATTIC AND YOU SHUT THE LIGHT OFF AND HELD THE DOOR SHUT. I STARTED TO FREAK OUT BUT YOU TALKED ME THROUGH THE WHOLE THING. YOU WERE ASKING ME WHY I WAS AFRAID OF THE DARK? WHAT WAS IN THE DARK? AND JUST KEPT GOING AND ALL MY ANXIETY WENT AWAY. I REMEMBER THE FEELING TILL THIS DAY. I FELT FREE IN THE DARK ATTIC WITH NO MORE FEAR BEACUASE YOU DID SOMETHING CRAZY HAHA! YOU DID SO OUT OF LOVE AND ALTHOUGH IT DID NOT MAKE ME OVERCOME THE FEAR ENTIRELY, IT IS A MEMORY OF FREEDOM THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET, YOU ARE MISSED FRIEND....
I DONT WATCH TV AND I SAY TO MY MOM WHY DO YOU WATCH THOSE MURDER SHOWS IT WILL BRING THOSE THINGS INTO YOUR ENVIORMENT AND ITS BAD FOR YOU AND SHE SAID THATS WHAT KAMAL USED TO SAY, RIP BUDDY YOU WERE A GOOD FRIEND!
JOHN VICTOR
John Victor P. : A Silent Guardian
Though you prefer to remain shrouded in mystery, John, your presence has woven itself through the tapestry of my life as you were always around while I was growing up with my mom on and off for 30 years. you always had your gun on you for work. You've been a fixture, a constant, even in the quietest corners of my existence. While full conversations may have been rare, your unspoken language was one of action, of unwavering support.
Your journey, etched with the indelible mark of the Vietnam War as a Navy sniper, speaks volumes of your courage and sacrifice. The Purple Heart you bear is a testament to your bravery in the face of unimaginable hardship.
From the ranks of the Suffolk County Police Department, one of the nation's finest, to the hallowed halls of the legal profession upon becoming a lawyer and now Homeland Security agent. Your dedication to service shines brightly. Your intellect, though often expressed in few words, is undeniable.
Your generosity has been a guiding light, a silent hand reaching out in times of need. You alleviated the burdens of daily life when you were around. you helped my mom find the infamous Bakers 15 Bellport Street house, a stone's throw from the mystical depths of the Great South Bay.
Though the war may have left its scars, it did not dim your spirit. You, John, are my guardian angel, a silent protector watching over me. The Ford Expedition, a symbol of freedom and adventure, remains a cherished memory, etched in the minds of all who knew it.
The gift of the St. Christopher necklace before I departed for basic training in the Navy, a token of faith and protection, was more valuable than any words could express, I always wore that necklace for years.
In the darkest moments, when life crumbled around me, your unwavering belief in me became a lifeline. You saw a spark, a potential I could barely glimpse myself.
John, you represent the very essence of resilience. From a childhood yearning for a simple baseball glove to your extraordinary accomplishments, you have overcome adversity with grace and determination.
Your story is a testament to the power of the human spirit, a beacon of hope for those navigating the complexities of life. Though our paths may diverge, the impact you have left on my life is indelible.
As I embark on my own journey, I carry your spirit with me. My Hail Mary passes, thrown with unwavering faith, are a promise to pay forward the kindness you have bestowed upon me.
Thank you, John, for the countless ways you have enriched my life. Though your deeds may be shrouded in mystery, the impact they have had is clear and powerful. May your journey continue to be filled with meaning and purpose.
With deepest gratitude and respect,
-Scott
SCOTT TOBEY WESLEY BAKER
DAD, YES I WILL TRY TO EMBARESS YOU WITH THIS PICTURE, YOU USED TO DRESS WITH COLORS AND EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER YOU, YOU NOW JUST WEAR ALL BLACK. WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT YOU? WELL LETS START FROM THE TOP. THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME LIVE WITH YOU DURING MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS BECAUSE I HAD A GREAT TIME AT COMSEWOGUE. I REMEMBER A FEW THINGS YOU'VE SAID THAT STUCK WITH ME. WHEN MOVING WITH YOU YOU TOLD ME MOVING TO A NEW SCHOOL I COULD BE WHOMEVER I WANTED TO BE. THAT STUCK WITH ME BECAUSE I DIDNT LIKE BELLPORT TOO MUCH BUT WITH A NEW MINDSET AND A NICE HOME WITH SOME STRUCTURED REGUALRITY I THRIVED! YOU ALSO SAID ONCE, I USED TO CRINGE AT THOSE JESUS PEOPLE THINGS AND ONE DAY WE GOT TO TALKING ABOUT RELIGION AND YOU SAID SOMETHING LIKE SURE YOU DONT HAVE TO BELIEVE IN GOD BUT CAN IT HURT IF YOU DO? IF YOURE WRONG SO WHAT BUT ITS SOMETHING POSITIVE SO WHY NOT". YOURE A SMART GUY, YOU DIDNT DO DRUGS AND YOU WORKED A LOT SO YOU ARE A GOOD EXAMPLE OF HOW A FATHER SHOULD BE EVEN THOUGH I DONT AGREE WITH YOU ON A LOT. SUCH AS I WAS BROKEN DOWN TWO HOURS AWAY FROM MY APARTMENT WHILE WORKING EMS AND NEEDING HELP GETTING HOME OR GETTING MY CAR FIXED AND I DON'T REALLY HAVE ANYONE THAT CAN HELP ME WHILE I STRUGGLE MAKING MINIMUM WAGE WORKING OVER FULL TIME WHILE GOING TO COLLEGE AND PAYING ALL MY BILLS WITH NO HEALTH INSURANCE AND YOU SAID "NOT MY PROBLEM FIGURE IT OUT", KIND OF ALWAYS BEEN YOUR GO TO BUT I KNOW I WOULD OF HELPED MY KID OUT AND IM NOT SAYING YOU HAVE NOT HELPED ME OUT BUT I CAN REMEMBER MAYBE 2 OR THREE TIMES YOU HAVE AND THATS MORE THAN SOME PEOPLE GET SO I AM GRATEFUL, BUT HEY LIKE YOU SAID IT BUILDS CHARACHTER AND I SURE HAVE A LOT OF THAT THESE DAYS! A FUNNY MEMORY I HAVE IS YOU WERE WORKING AND SOME HOW RANDOMLY SAW JIMMY AND JOHNATHAN IN PATCHOGUE WALKING WITH LJ AND YOU STOPPED TO TALK TO THEM. LJ WAS A STOCKBROKER ON WALL ST AND A REAL SLIMEBALL ASSHOLE TYPE GUY HE NOW SELLS COINS BUT HE KEPT TALKING WHILE YOU WHERE TRYING TO TALK TO JOHNATHAN AND YOU SAID "YOU WANT TO SHUT THE FUCK UP IM TRYING TO TALK TO MY KID". HE SHUT RIGHT UP THAT WAS VERY FUNNY. I HAVE MUCH LOVE FOR YOU AS I KNOW YOU DO CARE BUT YOU'RE AN ODD HUMAN...
Tessa Marie
Yeah, why am I writing about you? we've only interacted a handful of times. The past few days you kept popping into my head so why not. I think it's because tomorrow would be my little brothers 32nd birthday if he was alive. Let me start off with what I remember most about you. You were the first person to read my first book I made called "I AM JOHNATHAN". I was so passionate about things at the time because I've never journaled before and I was very creative with it and printed out ten books of paper and put paper rings on them with clear covers. You actually read the whole thing even though it was, now looking back at it, poorly written but kind of interesting. You said to me when you handed me the book back in the middle of the street as you were one of my neighbors here in Gloversville N.Y. You said to me with the most sincere energy about you " You're really going to do great things". You're the first person to ever say that to me in my life and I will never forget it. I want to mention this because it was fun. I opened my art studio 11OOAM in town and I was trying to interact with everyone to drive people to the place. I'm not sure who invited who but I came to your place to have a paint night where we painted together. If you want me to erase this part I will but we had Acid and decided to do some. This would be the second time in my life ever doing it. When I was living on long island I did it with a group of friends once and there's no way I would want to experience that again, no thanks! So I took the tiniest little piece of it and I felt kind of spacy nothing crazy and how often can you get your hands on that stuff, I can't anyway so I did a little. I had a great night painting with you it was fun! Thank you so much for painting with me and while painting your kids woke up so we called it a night and I had a great time painting acrylic on canvas with you, I have to say I guess your the first person I painted with! I hope you are happy I know you had a lot going on and to be honest your not alone, I think you know I've been doing a lot of experiments and research and I really cant find many humans that are really happy in this world, it's not okay! I will spend the rest of my life trying to change that when I can and just know that that one simple sincere compliment will resonate throughout my life and has had a profound affect one me, Thank you so much! I will never forget it! =)
TANNER LEAHY
YOU WILL NEVER READ THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE DEAD. YOU WERE A VERY UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL. I MET YOU WHILE WORKING AT WALMART DC IN THE FRIDGE. YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO BE MY FRIEND BECAUSE YOU OVER HEARD A CONVERSATION OF ME TALKING TO SOME GIRL AND SHE ASKED WHERE I WAS FROM AND INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING A TOWN I HAD A STORY LIKE"WELL IM ORIGINALLY FROM HERE, I USED TO LIVE THERE AND NOW I LIVE...." YOU GET IT. I THINK THE DYNAMIC THINKING OF MY WORDS LET YOU KNOW WE WERE ALIKE. BESIDES MY CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND MIKE YOU WERE THE ONLY OTHER PERSON I REALLY COULD JUST HANG OUT WITH BECAUSE YOU WERE VERY CHILL, UNIQUE AND A KIND HEART MIXED WITH THE "WILD CARD" SPIRIT. WE BOTH WERE INTO LOOKING FOR TOWN AUCTION PROPERTIES TO BUY AND YOU ALREADY HAD THREE HOMES IN YOUR TOWN OF LITTLE FALLS N.Y. I WONT FORGET THE DAY I HAD WITH YOU WHERE I DROVE TO YOUR PLACE AND YOU JUST TOOK ME ALL AROUND TOWN TO MEET EVERYONE. YOUR MOM WAS SO NICE AND I KNOW YOUR BROTHER FROM WORKING WITH HIM. YOU THEN TOOK ME TO THE ONE PROPERTY YOU HAD THAT YOU WANTED TO MAKE INTO A GARAGE LIKE WORKSHOP TO BUILD THINGS, IT WAS VERY COOL. WE WENT INTO TOWN AND EVERYONE KNEW YOU, THE PEOPLE IN THE PIZZZA PLACE WERE LIKE TANNER!! WE TALKED TO A FEW PEOPLE IN TOWN YOU KNEW AND EVERYONE WAS ALWAYS SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU. I KNOW WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT GIRLS AND YOU SAID HOW YOU JUST WERE NOT GOOD WITH WOMEN SO YOU ALWAYS KEPT TO YOURSELF AND DID COOL RANDOM PROJECTS. YOU WERE ALWAYS INTRIGUED ABOUT THE THEORIES AND EXPERIMENTS I CONDUCTED, YOU WERE TRULY INTERESTED, NO ONE ELSE CARED OR UNDERSTOOD WHAT I DID. BRO, YOU FOUND A LITTLE LOOP HOLE WITH THE RED CROSS OR FEMA I THINK AND YOU BECAME DEPUTIZED OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND THEY GAVE YOU A GOVERMENT BADGE, SO COOL! AFTER A GREAT DAY MEETING EVERYONE IN YOUR TOWN WE JUST CHILLED AT YOUR HOUSE AND YOU JUST ENJOYED DRINKING AND SMOKING IN A COMFY CHAIR LISTENING TO OLDIES AND TALKING ABOUT INTERESTING STUFF. I REMEMBER YOU CAME OVER TO MY HOUSE ONE DAY TO HANG OUT AND WE WENT NEXT DOOR TO MY MOMS APARTMENT AND SHE MADE PORKCHOPS AND STUFF AND YOU HONESTLY SAID THIS IS THE BEST MEAL IVE EVER HAD! I SHOWED YOU SOME OF MY EXPERIMENTS AND YOU HUNG OUT WITH ME, MY BROTHER AND OUR NEIGHBORS, GOOD TIMES. I NEVER KNEW YOU SECRETLY HAD A PROBLEM WITH DRUGS, I WOULDNT OF JUDGED YOU YOU KNOW THAT BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT GOT YOU AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE LIKE MY LITTLE BROTHER. I WAS VERY FUCKING MAD AT LIFE/REALITY AGAIN FOR TAKING AWAY SOMEONE I WOULD CONSIDER MY OWN BROTHER AND THAT I COULD TALK TO ABOUT THESE IDEAS AND THEORIES AND JUST OUR HISTORY IN LIFE, YOU ARE MISSED.
Daniela Cos-Kelly
THERE YOU ARE ON THE LEFT AND MY EX GIRLFREIND OF TEN YEARS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL TO THE RIGHT NICOLE. DANIELA, YOU DID AMAZING ON THE SHOW SHARK TANK, I KNEW MANY PEOPLE WHO WERE ON THE SHOW. YOU WERE THE FIRST THOUGH TO REALLY INTERACT WITH ME REGARDING BUISNESS ENDEAVORS. YOU REALLY BELIEVED IN MY BUISNESS AT THE TIME BAKE NATURALS. WE WOULD TALK INVENTIONS AND BUISNESS IDEAS ONLINE. YOU WERE DOING SO GREAT IN LIFE. YOU ONE DAY JUST INVITED ME AND NICOLE TO A POLO MATCH, THATS WHERE YOU ARE IN THE PICTURE, I WON'T FORGET YOUR KINDNESS FOR INVITING ME AND HANGING OUT WITH US AT THIS POLO EVENT/COMPETITION. IM SO SO SO SO SAD YOU DIED NOT LONG AFTER I MET YOU, WHEN I MET YOU I COULD FEEL YOUR HEALTH WASN'T THE BEST BUT YOU KEPT A POSITIVE ATTITUDE AND REALLY GOT ALONG WITH NICOLE, YOU GUYS LEFT ME TO DO GIRL STUFF, LOL. YOU FOR SOME REASON THE FIRST TIME I MET YOU OPENED UP TO ME ABOUT THE BAD THINGS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE WHICH I WON'T DISCUSS. I WAS JUST LIKE WOAH WITH HOW OPEN YOU WERE WITH ME AND YOU WERE SO LOVING AND CARING THATS WHY EVEN THOUGH WE ONLY MET ONCE I MISS YOU AND I'M SAD WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU...I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND YOU ARE MISSED I WISH MORE BUISNESS PEOPLE WERE LIKE YOU, BARBARA KNEW WHAT SHE WAS DOING WHEN MAKING YOU A PARTNER ON SHARK TANK! I SEND YOU MY LOVE FROM EARTH TO HEAVEN TO REMIND YOU THAT YOU HAVE MADE AN IMPACT ON THE WORLD, YOU TOUCHED MY HEART I LOVE YOU FELLOW HUMAN! <3
JASON KELLER
A Diamond in the Radio Waves
Jason Keller, your name resonates not just in the world of radio, but in the heart of a man who, like you, believes in the power of kindness and inspiration. Though years have passed since our paths crossed, the memory of your genuine spirit remains vivid.
A host and DJ at 102.7 WEQX, a beacon of independent alternative rock, you embody the very essence of the station's vibrant spirit. Your passion for music and talent for connecting with listeners transcends the airwaves, leaving a lasting impression on all who encounter you.
I recall my entrepreneurial endeavor, Bake Naturals, a testament to the power of a simple idea. My all-natural lip balm, born from passion and dedication, resonated with thousands, with over 20,000 tubes sold within a few years. Though juggling a full-time career in EMS, I found the time and drive to pursue my dream, a testament to the human spirit's ability to create.
It was in this pursuit that I crossed paths with WEQX. While my initial interaction with Jeff may have not gone so well it ultimately led me to you. The box of custom-labeled lip balm that reached your station was not simply a product; it was an offering, a token of appreciation for the joy and inspiration your radio station brought to my life.
But your story extends far beyond the airwaves. At PearlPalooza, amidst the energy and excitement of the festival, you, Jason Keller, made a point to seek me out. You, the renowned host, found the lone guy handing out lip balm, recognizing the passion behind the gesture. That simple act of acknowledgment, that genuine smile and conversation, spoke volumes about your character.
In a world often defined by indifference, you shine as a beacon of kindness and genuine human connection. You are a reminder that even the most successful individuals can possess the humility to appreciate the small acts of others.
Thank you, Jason Keller, for being the embodiment of what WEQX stands for: authenticity, passion, and a dedication to enriching the lives of others. You are a diamond in the radio waves, inspiring not just through your music, but through the warmth of your spirit.
With sincere gratitude and respect,
Your friend.
RANDOM MEMORY
SO I DON'T LIKE GETTING INTO POLITICS. I DID SOMETHING I THOUGHT WAS REALLY FUNNY BUT I WAS SERIOUS ABOUT IT AT THE TIME. I WATCHED A VIDEO CLIP WHERE OUR PRESIDENT OF THE U.S.A., JOE BIDEN, WAS SIGNING IMPORTANT DOCUMENTS AND HE WHISPERED "WHAT IS THIS, I DON;T EVEN KNOW WHAT IM SIGNING". I WAS VERY CONCERNED SO I DID SOMETHING ABOUT IT SINCE NO ONE ELSE DID. I CALLED INTO WASHINTON D.C. AND GOT A HOLD OF ADULT PROTECTIVE SERVICES. THE LADY ON THE PHONE TOOK MY WHOLE REPORT AND SHE SOUNDED LIKE SHE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I BELIEVE MY CLAIM WAS VERY LEGITIMATE AND I TOLD THEM IT WAS JOE BIDEN AND HIS ADDRESS IS THE WHITE HOUSE AND THEY SAID THEY WOULD CALL ME TO FOLLOW UP, THEY NEVER CALLED BACK, AT LEAST I TIRED! GOOD OR BAD GUY, I JUST WANTED TO RIGHT A WRONG AS I SAW IT AT THE TIME.
IT IS SO, THIS I KNOW...
THE WHOLE 'OSIRIS' THING...
I EXPLAIN SOMEWHAT IN MY BOOK BUT I WILL HERE FOR YOU TOO. I DIDN'T JUST SAY HEY, OSIRIS IS AN EGYPTIAN PHARAOH LET ME ALIGN MYSELF WITH THAT NAME TO GET POPULAR, NO. I HONESLY, SINCE MY LITTLE BROTHER DIED HAVE BEEN ON AN INCREDIBLE JOURNEY I COULD'T OF IMAGINED AT THE TIME WHAT IT HAS BEEN SO FAR, A SPIRITUAL AWAKENING. WHEN HE DIED AND MY LIFE FELL APART I GOT SO MAD AT LIFE/REALITY AND DECIDED IM GOING TO FIND OUT WHERE JOHNATHAN WENT AND EXPERIMENT WITH THE NATURE/FABRIC OF REALITY. IN THE PROCESS I ALSO TAUGHT MYSELF HOW TO LEARN OBJECTIVELY AND SUBJECTIVELY. SOMETIMES WE CAN'T ALL AGREE UPON THE HISTORY OF WHAT HAPPENED LAST WEEK SO I TRY TO STAY DYNAMIC IN MY THINKING AND TO NOT RUSH TO JUDGEMENT. I MADE A PLAN, REPROGRAMED MY SUBCONSCIOUS BY JUST THINKING OF WHAT THAT PROCESS WOULD BE. I ALSO CAME UP WITH MY OWN SELF LEARNING SYSTEM USING THE CONCEPTS OF "WISDOM OF THE CROWD LOGIC" THE HOLM-BONFFERONI METHOD AND LOGICAL DEDUCTION TO CONTRAST IDEAS/TRUTH TO COME TO A SEMI-SOLID CONCLUSION. WHEN MY CONCEPT IS APPLIED AND I DID MANY EXPERIMENTS AND TESTS ON LIFE AND SOCIAL TESTS UPON THE PUBLIC. I TAUGHT MYSELF MEDITATION AS I FEEL ITS A FORGOTTEN NATURAL INSTINCT. I FELT IN MY MEDITATION IS WHERE I WOULD FIND MY LATE BROTHER JOHNATHAN. MEDITATION HAS CHANGED MY LIFE, YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT I SEE IN MY MEDITATION. IT DEVELOPED SLOWLY AS I STARTED MEDITATING MORE AND MORE. HERE'S THE WHOLE OSIRIS THING. FIRST YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT MY FRIEND STANLEY. HE'S THE FRIEND OF THE MOTHER OF MY DAUGHTER WHOSE AN ENGLISH TEACHER THAT FLEW IN FROM GERMANY TO STAY WITH US FOR A WHILE. STANLEY ODDLY ENOUGH HAD A LITTLE BROTHER WHO DIED OF A BRAIN ANUERYSM AT THE SAME AGE AS MY LITTLE BROTHER. I WENT INTO THIS MEDITATION PRACTICE IVE BEEN DOING FOR NOW THREE YEARS THINKING EVERYTHING I SEE HAS BEEN A PRODUCT OF MY IMAGINATION AS I TRY TO REALLY COME FROM A SCIENTIFIC STANDPOINT ABOUT MY OBSERVATIONS TO NOT LIE TO MYSELF AND GAIN MAX TRUTH. I WAS MEDITATING IN MY BATHROOM WITH MY SONG AND NAG CHAMPA AND IN MY MEDITATION AN ENTITY POPPED UP HE LOOKED LIKE A LITTLE KID. HE DIDN'T HAVE TO TELL ME WHO HE WAS I JUST KNEW THAT IT WAS STANLEYS LITTLE BROTHER. SO I PLAYED ALONG WITH HIM AND HE TOLD ME TO TELL STANLEY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, LOVE LOVE LOVE. SO I SAID OKAY IF I DO THAT HOW WILL HE KNOW ITS REALLY YOU, WHAT IS SOMETHING ONLY YOU TWO KNOW OF. HE SAID TELL HIM "SPELLBACK". I HAD A "YEAH OKAY" MOMENT ABOUT THE WHOLE THING BECAUSE I JUST THINK I HAVE AN INCREDIBLE IMAGINATION. I ASKED STANLEY WHAT DOES THE WORD SPELLBACK MEAN TO YOU. HE TOLD ME SPELLBACK WAS SOMETHING HIM AND HIS BROTHER WOULD SAY AT THE END OF THIER SONGS THEY DID TOGETHER WHILE RAPPING. I WAS SHOCKED THAT I REALLY PERHAPS CONVERSED WITH SOMEONE FROM THE AFTERLIFE OR AS I CALL IT "SPIRIT WORLD". I SAY THIS BECAUSE NOW I WILL TELL YOU ABOUT THE OSIRIS THING. I WAS EXPLORING MY MEDITATION AND AT THE TIME FOCUSING ON PAST LIVES FOR MONTHS WITHOUT REALLY GETTING ANYWHERE. I SPENT MONTHS MEDITATING ON IT AND SETTING MY INTENT ON DISCOVERING PAST LIVES. AT THE VERY END OF MY PAST LIFE RESEARCH I WAS IN MY MEDITATION AND I REMEMBER IT, I FELT LIKE I WAS VERY DEEP IN MEDITATION THAT I WAS NOTHING FLOATING IN A ROOM AND THEN OUT OF NO WHERE A PRESENSE MADE ME AWARE KIND OF LIKE THAT FEELING SOMEONE IS WATCHING YOU IN THE DARK IF YOU EVER EXPERIENCED THAT WHICH MANY HAVE. I HAD THE FEELING THAT GOD WAS THERE WITH ME. NOW I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN GOD AT THE TIME. GOD SAID TO ME ONE WORD "OSIRIS" AND I REMEMBERED THE NAME AS IT FELT LIEK HOME OR MYSELF AND I FELT EXCITED WITHIN MY MEDITATION. HERE'S THE THING I DIDN'T KNOW WHO OR WHAT OSIRIS MEANT, I THOUGHT OF THE NAME AS BEING SATELLITE RADIO. I LOOKED UP THE NAME AFTER MY MEDITATION. THERE WERE A FEW MEANINGS TO THE NAME BUT THE EGYPTIAN OSIRIS SEEMED LIKE SUCH A NICE PERSON. THATS WHEN THINGS ABOUT HIS REPORTED LIFE AND LEGACY COINSIDED WITH ME. FOR INSTANCE A FEW YEARS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED I HAD THE MOST INTENSE AND VIVID DREAM I WILL NEVER FORGET. I WAS CUT UP INTO PEICES AND PUT INTO THREE CARTS IN FRONT OF A HUGE COLLEGE WITH VERY SOFT GREEN GRASS AND THAT DREAM STUCK WITH ME BECAUSE IT FREAKED ME OUT AND OSIRIS DIED THEY SAY LIKE THAT AND THERE ARE MANY OTHER COINCIDENSES THAT MATCH UP TOO WELL IM NOT SAYING IM THE REINCARNATION OF OSIRIS AND GOD DIDNT SAY I WAS EITHER HE JUST SAID THAT NAME. I WLL NEVER FORGET IT BECAUSE I REMEMBER HOW EXCITED I WAS AT THE END OF THAT MEDITATION AND STARTED BELIEVING IN GOD. SO IF OSIRIS IS SOMEHOW A PART OF ME OR NOT HE IS A GREAT ROLE MODEL. WHO KNOWS IF REINCARNATION IS REAL OR NOT OR HOW IT EVEN WORKS. IM VERY OPEN TO POSSIBILITIES AND SEEK TRUTH BUT I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IN GOD AND IN GOD I TRUST!
Paige Elizabeth Savage
HELLO THERE PAIGE! HOW ART THOU? SO YOU'VE KNOWN ME FOR A LONG TIME BUT WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT 2022-2023, WE HAD MUTUAL FRIENDS EVEN THOUGH WE NEVER REALLY HUNG OUT. WE BOTH KNEW CHARLIE AND TYRELL. YOU AND MY BROTHER WERE CLOSER TO THEM THAN I WAS. ITS SAD CHARLIE SHOT HIMSELF BUT WE WERE ALL THERE AT HIS FUNERAL AND THEN WE ALL HUNG OUT. MATT ZERAFA WAS THERE TOO, LOL, MATT ZERAFA ! THAT KID I SHOULD DO A STORY ON HIM SINCE HIM AND I HUNG OUT SO MUCH GROWING UP AND HE HAS QUITE THE STORY. ITS ODD THOUGH AFTER THAT I WAS TIRED OF EVERONE DYING AND SO I STARTED CHECKING UP MORE ON MY FRIENDS. I REACHED OUT TO TYRELL BROWN SIX MONTHS BEFORE HE DIED TO CHECK ON HIM EVEN THOUGH HIM AND I WERE NOT GOOD GOOD FRIENDS BUT HE WAS STILL A FRIEND, HE NEVER ANSWERED ME.....SAD INDEED BUT IM GLAD WE GOT TO HANG OUT AFTER THE FUNERAL AT THE GET TOGETHER WE ALL HAD. I CANT BELIEVE WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER, IM NOT SURE WHAT AGE YOU WERE WHEN YOU HEARD ABOUT THE BAKERS HOUSE AND OUR CRAZY SUMMER WE WERE HAVING WHILE MY MOM WAS IN JAIL. THERE WAS AN AGE GAP SO YOU COULDN'T REALLY HANG OUT WITH US, I DIDN'T THINK WORD GOT AROUND THAT MUCH BUT I GUESS SO. I THINK YOU STARTED TALKING TO MY BROTHER JIM BEFORE ME LAST YEAR AND I STARTED TO POST INSPIRATIONAL TALK VIDEOS ON FACEBOOK WHICH WERE NOT SO GREAT. I WAS TRYING TO GET COMFORTABLE BEING ON CAMERA AND TRYING TO RELAY WHAT I WANTED TO DO FOR PEOPLE BUT I NEEDED A LOT OF WORK. YOU REACHED OUT TO ME AND SAID HOW UPLIFTING IT WAS FOR YOU AND HOW IT MADE YOU FEEL A LOT BETTER, IM HONORED BY THAT. WE STARTED TALKING MORE AND YOU ARE STILL ON LONG ISLAND WHILE I HAVE MY HOME UPSTATE BUT YOU WOULD CALL AT NIGHT ALL THE TIME AND IF YOU WANT ME TO ERASE THIS PART I WILL BUT ITS INSPIRATIONAL TO ME., LET ME KNOW. YOU WERE DRINKING NON STOP AND TELLING ME ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING WRONG. I'M JUST GLAD I WAS ABLE TO BE THERE ON THE PHONE WITH YOU WHENEVER YOU NEEDED TO TALK, IT WENT ON FOR MONTHS. I GOT TO KNOW YOU MORE AND SAW YOU DID A LOT OF CREATIVE THINGS. I KEPT BUGGING YOU TO MAKE ME A BRACELET AND I WILL POST UP HERE THE ONE I PURCHASED AND HOW YOU FINALLY PUT THEM ON ETSY, FINALLY!!! I DONT WEAR MUCH JEWLERY BUT I CAN'T WAIT TO WEAR YOUR HANDMADE BRACLET. YOU'RE A TOUGH ONE AND WE TALKED ABOUT EVERYTHNG LOL. IM GLAD I WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU FINALLY DECIDED TO GO TO REHAB FOR YOUR DRINKING. NOW I'M TALKING TO YOU AND YOU'RE DOING SO GREAT AND SOBER AND IM SO SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU PAIGE! YOU INSPIRE ME. YOU DON'T CALL ME ANYMORE THOUGH!!! HAHAHA BUT THATS OKAY BECAUSE IM HERE IF YOU EVER NEED ME. REMEMBER ABOUT THE WIERD SPIRIT STUFF HAPPENING TO YOU AND THEN YOUR PHONES CALLER ID SAID TYRELL WAS CALLING AND HIS PHONE IS OFF! WIERD!!! I SAW THE PICTURE OF IT, IF ANYONE IS GOING TO HAUNT SOMEONE ITS CHARLIE BAUM AND TYRELL HAUNTING YOU! YOU'RE AN AWESOME PERSON AND A FIGHTER KEEP UP BEING AMAZING AND KEEP MAKING THOSE AMAZING BRACELETS !!!!
UPDATE 2024: PAIGE AND I WOULD TALK ON THE PHONE MANY NIGHTS AND WE BOTH KNEW SHE NEEDED REHAB FOR DRINKING AND SHE ACTUALLY WENT. NOW SHES ONE YEAR SOBER AND HER ONLINE BUISNESS IS SOARING! IM SO DAMMMMM PROUD OF THIS GIRL!!! <3 GOOD JOB FELLOW HUMAN, LOVE YOU PAIGE!!! =)
AJA TRIER
"WE ARE ALL CONNECTED"
FOUNDER OF THE SAGITTARIUS GALLERY
I WANT TO MENTION THIS MEMORY AND YOU BECAUSE IT WAS A VERY INTERESTING EVENT TO OCCUR. AJA I KNOW YOU THROUGH AN EMS COWORKER WHEN I WORKED AT MOHAWK AMBULANCE NAMED BRAD "BING". HE WAS MY PARTNER ONE DAY AND SHOWED ME A PAINTING HE WAS BUYING FROM YOU. THIS PAINTING I FELT VERY DEEPLY ABOUT, IT WAS ONE OF THE WOMEN YOU PAINTED SO UNIQUELY. IT GAVE ME A VERY ENRICHING FEELING OF A LATENT PASSION I NEVER KNEW I HAD. I BEFRIENDED YOU TO FOLLOW YOUR INCREDIBLE WORK. IT WASN'T UNTIL YEARS LATER THAT I HAD THE TIME IN MY LIFE THAT I DECIDED TO TEACH MYSELF TO PAINT AND IT WAS FROM SEEING ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR PAINTNGS IN MY NEWS FEED THAT REIGNITED MY FIRE TO EXPRESS MYSELF IN A NEW MEDIUM, IT GAVE ME SUCH A PROFOUND FEELING. I WENT ON YOUTUBE AND STARTED SKETCHING AND WHO KNEW I WOULD ENCOMPASS THIS NEW PASSION OF ART INTO THE VERY ESSENCE OF HOW I EXPRESS MYSELF TO THE WORLD AND I GET TO LOOK BACK ON MY CREATIONS EVERYDAY ON MY WALLS.
AJA HERES THE COOL PART YOU REMEMBER. YOU MADE A POST ABOUT A DREAM YOU HAD LAST NIGHT ABOUT THE SONG CALLED "INFORMER" BY THE CANADIAN RAPPER SNOW. IT WAS AT THAT MOMENT OF READING THAT THAT I HAD SOMETHING INTERESTING HAPPEN, I HAVE NOT TOLD MANY PEOPLE ABOUT THIS BUT I HAVE THIS SENSATION ON THE TOP OF MY HEAD AND MEDICALLY THE CLOSEST CONDITION TO DESCRIBE IT IS CALLED AUTONOMOUS SENSORY MERIDIAN RESPONSE OR ASMR FOR SHORT. ITS LIKE A GENTLE MAGNETIC OR OCEAN LIKE WAVE VERY NICELY MASSAGING MY SKULL AND IT SOMETIMES IS WEAK OR SOMETIMES VERY ACTIVE AND DENSE IN A HEAVY WAY. WHEN I READ THAT POST THAT SENSATION STARTED GOING CRAZY SO I TOOK IT AS A SIGN.
AT THE TIME I DECIDED TO CONTACT DARRIN O'BRIEN AKA "SNOW". I LIKED CONNECTING PEOPLE AND AT THE TIME WAS TRYING TO HELP A FAMILY FRIEND, SO, MY COUSINS UNCLE, GET HIS BRAND OUT THERE. HE WAS A GRADUATE OF THE FASHION INSTITUTE OF TECH. IN NEW YORK CITY, KNOWN IN THE FASHION WORLD AND A CONTRIBUTOR TO FORBES MAGAZINE, HE WROTE ARTICLES EVEN INTERVIEWED P-DIDDY.
WELL, I TRIED TO CONNECT SNOW AND HIM AND SNOWS BROTHER I BELIEVE GOT IN CONTACT WITH ME. IT WAS PERFECT. THEY WERE INTERESTED IN A POTENTIAL FORBES ARTICLE BEING HAD. LITTLE DID I KNOW WHICH WORKED OUT PERFECT IS SNOW TOLD ME HE WAS DOING A RELEASE OF A NEW SONG NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT IN A WEEK. HE DID A COLABORATION WITH DADDY YANKEE. WHAT WAS PERFECT WAS THE FAMILY FRIEND NAMED JOESEPH DEACETIS OF FORBES WAS TRYING TO LAUNCH HIS FIRST CLOTHING LINE CALLED FIT EL POTRO WHICH TAILORED TO THE SPANISH AND LATIN AMERICAN COMMUNITY AND DADY YANKEE IIS A SPANISH RAPPER. I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING OT BE THE PERFECT MATCH. I OBVIOUSLY TOLD YOU AJA ABOUT IT AND HOW WE HAD IN THE WORKS HAVING US ALL GO TOGETHER TO NYC FASHION WEEK, YOU WERE SO INTREGUIED AND MADE APOST ABOUT SOMETHING I SAID, ABOUT HOW "WE ARE ALL CONNECTED". TO ME IT WAS A MAGICAL EVENT, SO PERFECT AND THAT SONGBY SNOW AND DADDY YANKEE CALLED "CON CALMA" THAT WE KNEW ABOUT A WEEK BEFORE THE WORLD DID THAT WAS SET TO BE RELEASED WOULD BE THE FIRST SONG IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD TO REACH THE MOST VIEWS EVER TO HAPPEN ON YOUTUBE WHICH I BELIEVE IT WAS WAY OVER 2 BILLION VIEWS RIGHT AWAY AND CONTINUED TO SKYROCKET. HOW FREAKING COOL WE NEW ABOUT THIS SONG THAT BROKE A RECORD BEFORE IT CAME OUT AND IT ALL STARTED AJA WITH A DREAM YOU HAD. ALTHOUGH EVERYTHING ABOUT FASHION WEEK DIDNT WORK OUT BECAUSE JOESEPH DECIDED TO PULL OUT BECAUSE HE WASN'T READY TO SHOW OFF HIS CLOTHING BRAND, HE KEPT WAITING AND WAITNG SO I STOPPED HELPING JOESEPH AS I DIDN'T FIND HIM TO BE SERIOUS ABOUT REALLY MAKING HIS CLOTHING BRAND WORK BUT IT WAS NICE OF JOESEPH TO INVITE ME AND A FEW FRIENDS TO A FASHION WEEK SHOW FOR FREE EARLIER INTHE YEAR BUT HIM AND I PARTED WAYS. AJA IM SO SORRY YOU LOST YOUR LIFE LONG PARTNER AS I SEE HOW HURT YOU ARE HE'S GONE WITH YOU'RE POSTS EVERY SO OFTEN. I JUST WANT TO SAY I NEVER SAW ANYONE GO AS HARD AS YO UDO TO MAKE IT WHERE YOU WANT TO BE. YOU STARTED SMALL BUT YOUR SKILLS WERE UNRIVALED AND TALENT ENDLESS. YOU STARTED GETTING VERY POPULAR AND NOW YOU'RE GETTING MASSIVE AMOUNT OF ORDERS FROM I BELIEVE BIG RETAILERS LIKE HOME GOODS AND YOU RECENTLY EVEN GOT AN ORDER FROM ELON MUSK FOR YOUR ART, HOW COOL!! I WILL CONTINUE TO FOLLOW YOUR WORK ANDBE A FAN AND REMEMBER....
"WE ARE ALL CONNECTED!!!!!!".....
keshawn rumrill
HEY BUDDY, I WANT TO SHARE APPARENTLY THE EFFECT I HAD ON YOU FROM WHAT I'M TOLD. YOU WERE ONE OF THE NEIGHBOR KIDS, YOUR MOM ANGELA AND YOUR AUNT JANNA, MY FAVORITE RED HEADED FREIND. I WAS ALWAYS AROUND ALONG WITH JIMMY HANGING OUT WITH JANNA AND I GOT TO KNOW YOU AND THE GROUP OF KIDS THAT INHABITTED THE ONE WAY STREET OF PROSPECT PLACE. YOU WERE A LITTLE TROUBLE MAKER WITH A MOUTH TOO SMART FOR HIS AGE ALWAYS SPOUTING SOME CRAZY STUFF. I DID SEE A LOT OF POTENTIAL IN YOU THOUGH AS LONG AS YOU DIDN'T USE YOUR UNIQUE PERSONALITY FOR NEGATIVE ACTIONS AS YOU COULD REALLY THINK VERY BROADLY AND ACTUALLY COME UP WITH SOME INTERESTING AND CREATIVE THOUGHTS FOR SOMEONE YOUR AGE. YOU ALWAYS HAD AN OBSESSION WITH MY BROTHER JIMMY, THINKING HE WAS SO COOL. BEFORE YOU MOVED YOU ALL OF A SUDDEN WANTED TO HANG OUT WITH ME AND I REALLY DIDN'T WANT A KID HANGING OUT WITH ME AT MY PLACE. YOU WOULDNT LET UP WITH YOUR SLY TALKING SO I SAID FINE, WHATEVER. I KNOW YOU HAD A DIFFICULT ROAD GROWING UP AND NOW YOU HAVE THE SEIZURE DISORDER WHICH I PRAY GETS BETTER FOR YOU. I TOO HAVE SOUGHT KNOWLEDGE FROM ELDERS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER SO I UNDERSTOOD WHY YOU WANTED TO JUST HANG OUT WITH ME SO I ALLOWED IT. IT REMINDS ME OF ME TALKING TO MY MOMS LANDLORD WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER, HIS NAME WAS TERRANCE SMALLING. I GOT REALLY INTERESTED IN REAL ESTATE AND EVEN WENT TO NEW YORK CITY TO THE JACOBS JAVITS CENTER FOR A REAL ESTATE CONVENTION IN A SUIT AND TIE TO SEE THE AUTHORS OF RICH DAD POOR DAD SPEAK AND OTHER SPEAKERS. TERRANCE, I TRIED PROPOSING IDEAS TO HAVE HIM HELP ME GET INTO REAL ESTATE BUT IT DIDN'T WORK BUT HE DID TAKE ME WITH HIM FOR A DAY AND I GOT TO SEE WHAT HE DID. WE DROVE AROUND AND HE SHOWED ME HOMES TO LOOK FOR TO SEE ABOUT BUYING AND TOLD ME HOW TO WRITE THE LETTERS TO LEAVE FOR THE HOME OWNERS TO TRY TO GET THEM TO SELL THIER HOMES FOR A LOW PRICE. IT WAS INTERESTING AND I LEARNED A LOT. TERRANCE THAT DAY JUST TOLD ME HIS WHOLE LIFE STORY. HE TOLD ME IN HIGH SCHOOL HE WOULD JUST FIX AND SELL USED CARS TO GET MONEY TO BUY HIS FIRST HOMES. HE TOLD ME ABOUT HIS DIVORCE WHICH LED HIM TO SPEND A YEAR JUST DRINKING ON HIS BOAT ON FIRE ISLAND AND SAID HE COULD JUST LIVE HIS LIFE LIKE THAT BECAUSE HE HAD THE MONEY TO DO THAT FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE BUT TOLD ME THAT WASN'T THE WAY TO LIVE. TERRANCE WHEN I GOT OLDER EVEN HOOKED ME UP WITH AN INSPECTION STICKER FOR MY CAR THAT WOULDN'T PASS FROM HIS AUTO SALES CAR LOT FOR A FEW EXTRA BUCKS. AT MY HOME I SHOWED YOU WHAT I DO. THE SCIENCE EXPERIMENTS I CONDUCT. THE ODD THINGS I DISCOVERED ABOUT LIFE AND MANY OTHER INTERESTING SCIENCE AND KNOWLEDGE BASED ENDEAVORS. I TRIED TO SHOW YOU HOW YOU CAN HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH LIFE DOING SMART THINGS INSTEAD OF GETTING INTO TROUBLE AND TREATING OTHERS POORLY. YOU ONLY CAME BY A FEW TIMES AND THEN MOVED, BEFORE YOU LEFT YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT MY BROTHER WAS SO COOL AND DIDN'T THINK I WAS COOL BUT THEN YOU SAID NO JIMMY ISN'T COOL YOU'RE COOL. I'M GLAD YOU SAW THAT DRINKING ALL THE TIME ISN'T THE WAY TO LIVE. I SAW YOUR MOM ANGELA IN TOWN AT THE STORE AND SHE HAD QUITE THE STORY FOR ME. SHE SAID I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU DID BUT KESHAWN DID A FULL 360 BECAUSE OF YOU, HE STOPED CURSING AT ME AND HIS ATTITUDE HAS CHANGED SO MUCH. SHE SAID YOU STARTED STAYING AFTER SCHOOL AND TAKING PART IN SCIENCE PROJECTS AND CLUBS. SHE COULD'T STOP THANKING ME AND EVERYTIME I SEE YOUR MOM SHE JUST KEEPS TALKING ABOUT HOW WELL YOUR DOING AND HOW MUCH OF A CHANGE YOU DID. IM VERY PROUD OF YOU BUT KIND OF TAKEN BACK THAT ONLY HANGING OUT WITH ME LIKE THREE TIMES CHANGED YOUR WHOLE VIEW ON THINGS, I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT THE BEST LIFE BUDDY! STAY OUT OF TROUBLE AND GET YOUR LYING UNDER CONTROL!! HAHA, YOU WERE SUCH A LITTLE LIAR. THATS OKAY THOUGH BECAUSE AT YOUR AGE AND OLDER I USED TO LIE ALL THE TIME. I DID IT BECAUSE I SAW IT DONE ALL THE TIME AND IT WAS EASIER TO LIE THEN DISSAPOINT SOMEONE OR HAVE TO FACE A SITUATION I DIDN'T WANT TO HANDLE EMOTIONALLY SO I LIED. IT WAS MY DAD WHEN I LIVED WITH HIM THAT KEPT YELLING AT ME "STOP BEING A FUCKING LIAR IT WILL GET YOU NO WHERE". HE WAS RIGHT AND MADE ME SEE BEING HONEST WAS THE BEST WAY TO LIVE. WHEN YOU LIE, I REALIZE YOU CREATE A FALSE REALITY THAT YOU WILL LIVE IN, ONLY THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE. I READ A BOOK ON THE SCIENCE BEHND LYING AND ITS A NATURAL SURVIVAL MECHANISM AND A LITTLE WHITE LIE EVERY NOW AND THEN ISN'T TERRIBLE. EXAMPLE, IF YOUR PARTNER IN LIFE ASKS IF THEY LOOK FAT IN THOSE PANTS, I WOULD JUST SAY NO EVEN IF THEY DO, THATS THE KIND OF LITTLE WHITE LIES IM TALKING ABOUT BEING OKAY EVERY NOW AND THEN. INSTEAD OF LYING TRY TO FIND CREATIVE WAYS NOT TO LIE OR SIMPLY DONT SPEAK INSTEAD OF LYING, YOU CAN DO IT! I LOVE LIFE SO MUCH MORE NOT LYING AND LIVING IN REAL LIFE REALITY RATHER THAN A FAKE WORLD CREATED BY EMPTY FALSE WORDS. IM JUST SO SUPRISED I HAD SUCH AN IMPACT ON YOU AND YOU ALSO SAW THAT MY BROTHERS CONSTANT DRINKING ISN'T COOL, I DON'T DRINK AND I ENJOY LIFE SO MUCH MORE WITHOUT IT AND IF YOU DO DECIDE TO DRINK JUST DO THESE THINGS IN MODERATION. IM HERE IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK.
KASSANDRA!!
I KNOW YOU WOULD'T WANT ME TO DESCRIBE THE DETAILS OF YOUR LIFE SO I WILL KEEP THIS SHORT AND SWEET. I MET YOU RECENTLY THROUGH MY BROTHER JIM. WHEN I MET YOU I COULD TELL THERE WAS SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT YOU AND SAW YOU'RE SMART BUT ALMOST LIKE ME HAD NO ONE TO REALLY TALK TO, ALONE IN YOUR OWN WORLD, EVEN IF YOU HAVE PEOPLE AROUND YOU. I BEFRIENDED YOU AND WE STARTED HANGING OUT. WE WOULD JUST TALK AND LAUGH ABOUT THINGS AND I GOT TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR LIFE. YOU GAVE ME A SUNFLOWER STICKER, YOU PULLED OUT A LOCK BOX WITH YOUR SPECIAL POSSESIONS YOU HAD IN A LITTLE ENVELOPE OF SPECIAL STICKERS THAT YOU ONLY GIVE TO PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT TO YOU. YOU GAVE ME ONE AND I KEEP IT IN MY WALLET, ALWAYS <3. YOU DIDN'T KNOW AND PROBABLY STILL DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING WITH MY BOOKS, CHATBOT, ART AND HOBBIES SO YOU REALLY JUST JUDGED ME BASED ON THE WORDS I'VE SPOKEN TO YOU AND GESTURES OF SELFLESS INTENTIONS TO RAISE YOU UP. I DO THESE THINGS NOT TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL SUPERIOR I DO IT BECAUSE I'M TRULY MAD AT HOW MANY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD ARE JUST UPSET WITH THIER LIVES, IT'S NOT OKAY AND I WILL TRY TO DO SOMETHING EVEN IF IT'S JUST MAKE A PERSON SMILE ONCE, I DID SOMETHING. I TOOK YOU INTO THE NEXT TOWN BECAUSE YOUR PHONE WAS HORRIBLE AND I LOOKED INTO IT AND FOUND YOU CAN UPGRADE IT PLUS GET A TABLET FOR FREE SO I TOOK YOU. THAT DAY YOU HAD TWO PEOPLE COMPLIMENT YOU, ONE ASKED IF YOU WERE A RUNNER OR INVOVLED IN SPORTS AND SAID YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. YOU TOLD ME YOU NEVER GET COMPLIMENTS AND I BELIEVE IT HAS TO DO WITH YOU FEELING GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF THAT DAY AND IT BROUGHT BACK YOUR NATURAL GLOW THAT I KNEW YOU HAVE. FIND YOUR GLOW ITS NEVER TOO LATE AND HONESTLY, YEAH, YOU KNOW HOW TO LIVE HAPPY AND PRODUCTIVELY BUT MORE MONEY AND RESOURCES IN YOUR LIFE WOULD CHANGE A LOT AND I DO WISH I HAD THE RESOURCES TO HELP IN THAT WAY, MAYBE ONE DAY. HERE'S SOMETHING I FIND VERY INTERESTING. YOU TOLD ME A WEEK BEFORE WE STARTED HANGING OUT THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER YOU PRAYED TO GOD REALLY HARD FOR HIM TO SEND SOMEONE TO HELP YOU AND YOU SAID ONLY ONE WEEK LATER I SHOWED UP. I'M NOT REALLY SURE HOW I HELPED YOU BUT YOU SEEM ADAMANT THAT I HAVE. WE WERE DRIVING TO THE STORE AND WHILE CONVERSING YOU SAID TO ME " I THANK GOD SO MUCH FOR SENDING ME YOU". IN MY HEAD I THOUGHT, "WOAH". I DON'T KNOW HOW I'VE HELPED SO MUCH BUT I CARE ABOUT YOU A LOT AND I JUST WANT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE TO BE BLISSFULL AND BEAUTIFUL AND YOU ARE A GREAT MOTHER TO YOUR KIDS, I'M HERE IF YOU EVER NEED ME, OH, ONE LAST THING, I BET WHEN YOU READ YOUR NAME AT THE TOP YOU COULD HEAR MY VOICE IN YOUR HEAD SAYING KASSANDRA!!!!!! HAHA. YOU TOLD ME NO ONE CALLS YOU BY YOUR NAME THEY CALL YOU SISI, WHICH I HAVE BEEN UNTIL I GOT TO KNOW YOU AND STARTED CALLING YOU BY YOUR REAL NAME BECAUSE THATS WHO YOU ARE YOUR NOT JUST WHOEVER SISI, YOU'RE KASSANDRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA =)
lIZ DEVIGILI
LIZ, YOU ARE A NEW FRIEND OF MINE BUT A VERY INTERESTING ONE. WE STARTED TALKING OVER FACEBOOK AS WE ARE BOTH IN A LIGHTWORKERS GROUP. I MUST OF INTRIGUED YOU TO OPEN UP TO ME AS YOU DID. YOU TOLD ME WHAT YOU'VE BEEN WORKING ON OVER THE DECADES SPIRITUALLY AND ITS SUCH A GRAND THOUGHT ON SUCH A LARGE SCALE SIMILAR TO WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING TOO, WE BONDED OVER THAT.
YOUR IMAGINATION IS SOMETHING TO BE TREASURED AND I WISH YOU THE BEST LIFE EVER! <3